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It's Friday night. I'm at home, and unoccupied.

Things I love about BLICKIIEH

1. Blickiieh is a hot mixed biddy
2. Blickiieh can dressss
3. Blickiieh is enlightened
4. Blickiieh has a BODY
5. Blickiieh's personality despite the unpredictability and bipolarness 
6. Blickiieh's INDEPENDENT
7. Blickiieh will soon be EMPLOYED
8. Blickiieh is sooo freakin hottttt 
9. Blickiieh is beautiful
10. Blickiieh has sex appeal and is also classy
11. Blickiieh is not afraid to be herself
12. Blickiieh is Not human
13. Blickiieh is strong
14. Blickiieh will be successful
15. Blickiieh DGAF 
16. Blickiieh has great taste in Boys, Music, Clothes, and Food - you never know what she'll be craving next
17. Blickiieh is a REAL person - No Bull. It's authentic, uncensored ME.
18. Blickiieh is not phased
19. Blickiieh is cultured

<3 The End.

What The Fugg?!

- This is Me, Blickiieh, staying true to my word about keeping this blog alive (: ANYWHOM ;

I personally take fashion very seriously. It's practically religious for me. I breathe fashion, I sleep fashion, I eat fashion - I live fashion. I esteem myself on being a pioneer; able to look past trends and celebrities for inspiration. I recently read an article about how teens like me will pay $200 for the same thing that costs $30, only without the name brand. I take pride in seeing fashion for what it really IS - art. Not a label, not a price tag; art. Louis Vuitton, Coco Chanel, Dolce & Gabbana, and Vera Wang are PHENOMENAL artists. But there are equally phenomenal artists vending at Marshall's, Wet Seal, and unknown boutiques hidden around the city like burried treasure. In the article I read, the author made a point that made me question myself as the independent thinker I fancy myself to be. "What Makes A Girl In Uggs More Fashionable Than A Girl In Bearpaws?" I've never been a fan of fuggs - I was strongly opposed to them, in all honesty, because I hate imitation anything. Uggs are about comfort, and made out of the most heavenly sheep skin with the warmest caress, so I automatically assumed that all Ugg like boots that WEREN'T Uggs were only manufactured so that girls who couldn't afford real Uggs could still pull off the Ugg look. Uggs symbolize this laid back, relaxed American girl - and whether people realize it or not it symbolizes luxury in the sense of being able to blow give or take $175 for bulky warm boots that are by no means necessary, or even very attractive in reality. In American culture, where things are casual, Uggs have become a "cute" thing, but if you look at them for what they really are, there's nothing very cute about them. I'm not excluded from the American Ugg affair, I'm just able to see things the way they are. Anyways, getting back to the point, Uggs have become very fashionable, and there are certain looks that only a pair of Uggs can compliment correctly, and if a girl can't afford authentic Australian Uggs, should she be forbidden to wear a certain look? Absolutely not. And although I'm not speaking from first hand experience, I've heard that there are some extremely comfortable fugg brands. What I'm really saying is, stop trying to restrict fashion with monetary amounts. Let fashion live, let fashion breathe, let fashion RUN WILD. Let fashion manifest itself in every way it sees fit *

I don't "do" fashion. I AM fashion.

I've decided to rededicate myself to making this blog a daily thing for me, because I've been slacking BIG TIME lately. Anyways, today I was at H&M looking for something to wear to an interview I have tomorrow and I was awed and amazed at how high fashion it really is. I've been a fan of H&M since the 6th grade, at least, and I always thought of it as affordable fashion, but today I was honestly blown away. Because of the low price tags, people underestimate H&M and other stores like it, but in reality, they're Herculean fashion forces. Anyone that uses money to define fashion is clearly doesn't know the first thing about fashion. Fashion is something so abstract and beautiful that can be found in so many different places... to think it can only be found in stores with high security and where everything is paid for on credit is not only ignorant, but offensive. I dare say that there are looks you can create at H&M that could rival looks created in Chanel or Dior. Shopping is a liberating experience for me; I'm like a pioneer of fashion- I venture to think beyond what the media tries to spoon feed me and use everything around me as inspiration.

I miss those blue eyes, how you kiss me at night; I miss the way we sleep

It's been waaaaaay too long since I've written >:O
but i haven't really known what to say, so umm -- this is something I wrote awhile ago just letting my thoughts run wild. [ $ 9 , 4 . 10 )

Nothing about love is the way it should be - better yet the way we want it to be. It's messy, confusing, unconventional - the one thing that's supposed to be perfect couldn't be farther from it. Love can come and leave, burn with passion and freeze with agony, destroy and create.... Love knows no boundaries. One of the scariest things about love is how sneaky it is. Love is found in the most unexpected places at the most unexpected times. Love can't really be defined by a clever combination of words - nor should it be. Love is defined by the moments that make you stop and appreciate them for everything they are; the moments that you can hardly function because you're so overwhelmed by this presence of this person who, despite their flaws and faults, is absolutely perfect according to you; the moments that turn your bad day into a good one with a simple kiss, hug, or even a text; the moments where for the first time in a long time, you feel like you're living a dream; for once you have everything you want. Love is brutal. Love takes no prisoners. Love can be quite hateful, ironically.

I think I may have tasted love?

The boy I can't get my mind off of... I don't want to say I loved him or was in love with him... but I remember the first day I talked to him. I remember the first time he texted me. I remember sooo much about him that I wish I could forget, but can't. We broke up on July 23rd. It's September 24th. The fact that I'm not over him or even INTERESTED in other guys says a lot. No one I "talk" to means anything to me - they're objects of entertainment and distraction - insignificant, disposable, replaceable. It's a pitiful situation I'm in. I know he liked me, but i KNOW he's not thinking about me. I know he's over me, and I know he's not mine and never will be mine again. But it's so hard when you're supposed to live your life pretending the person you woke up and fell asleep thinking about didn't even exist.

La Vida Es Asi

i haven't been writing at ALL :( i guess i had too many vague complicated feelings to verbalize. anyways.. i find it soo sad that so many people aren't allowed to see the beauty and perfection in them because they're so concerned about how others define "beautiful". i struggled with that a lot in my past; especially from 7th - 10th grade (i'm going into my junior year), but i'm at a point in my life where i realize that "beautiful" is what you MAKE it, and the best version of YOURSELF is gorgeous, and perfect just the way it is. appreciating your own beauty allows you to see beauty in other people, and makes you a happier, more confident person in general. don't compare yourself to others - it takes away from the gorgeous person that you are, and prevents you from reaching your full potential.

(some quotes to inspire)

"It's not who you are that holds you back, it's who you think you're not" - Author Unknown


"Too many people overvalue what they are not and undervalue what they are" - Author Unknown


"Nobody can make you feel inferior without your consent" - Eleanor Roosevelt


"Aerodynamically the bumblebee shouldn't be able to fly, but the bumblebee doesn't know that so it goes on flying anyway" - Mary Kay Ash


"Always act like you're wearing an invisible crown" - Author Unknown


"Nothing reduces the odds against you like ignoring them" - Robert Brault


"To wish you were someone else is to waste the person you are" - Author Unknown


"Pay no attention to what critics say. A statue has never been erected in honor of a critic" - Jean Sibelius

(photobucket, and the last one is from dolliecrave)