Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Yesterday is history, Tomorrow is a mystery, and Today is a gift. thats why it's called "Present"

i'm still not over my ex, but i think i've come to a point where i can accept that he's not mine anymore, and there's nothing i can do to fix that. the song of the moment is Crawl, Chris Brown. 
a lot of boys are approaching me in one way in another, and honestly i'm soo over it. he wasn't the first boy i've had a lot of feelings for, but i had the most meaningful feelings for him. we actually worked on a relationship. we had problems, and moved past them. what we had is hard to describe because there was really nothing ordinary about it. but i feel like no boy will ever live up to him and what he gave me. i know he probably moved on a good two weeks ago and he's with some drop dead gorgeous girl with long hair and a big butt, and i guess i'm okay with that. i'm just dealing with things in my own way and in my own time. i really think i'm a shopaholic, because not only is fashion my way of life, but i've been blowing money to help me cope these last few weeks. i can't even say fashion is my anti-drug, because it's basically become a drug within itself for me.
(louis vuitton ad)

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