they say the hottest love has the coldest end

i love blogs <3 even though this is only day 2. french people like blogs alot too..

ANYWAYS, --
you know when you and your bf/gf have a song, and then when you breakup that song brings back the memories you shared with them, and the way they made you feel. the deep conversations, the hilarious moments that make you laugh just thinking about them, the times they made you mad then made it up to you, and even the smallest details about them & the relationship you shared. its this violent, overwhelming rush of emotions that leave you feeling sick. but for me, its more than a song. its my couch, its my front porch, its dunkin donuts, its jp licks, its the beach, its the movies we watched together, and so much more. its like i memorized US, and now that we're over, i cant FORGET us, and honestly i dont think i want to. when someone makes you happy, even though you might end up hurt, you dont want to forget. you keep replaying those fairytale moments over and over in your head, wanting to do nothing but go back and stay there. you want those moments to be your forever. but in reality.. it feels like your only "forever" is disappointment. like your only "forever" is unhappy. like your only "forever" is alone.

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